life decisions.

no more chasing people.

i'm chasing God.

or trying to at least. as long as i can keep myself out of my way.

God made us with our desires and passions for a reason. I'm sick of avoiding mine, downplaying them, and making excuses for them. I want to travel. I want to fly. I want to see the world and be able to visit my friends whenever I want. I want to be a Flight Attendant and serve people on airplanes. I want to be a smiling face when people come on board. My eyes shine when I think about it and I can't stop grinning. I think about it a lot. An awful lot. This is inside me and only God knows why, so I'll let Him work out the details. I'm just going. I'm running. I'm chasing. I'm chasing my dreams. I'm chasing God. No matter what it takes in the meantime. I'll work to make it happen. I'll wait. I'll pray.

I'll fly.

And one day...one day I will write.